What the fuck is going on? I'm completely left in the dark and worst of all I feel as if I'm being avoided... Ever since Saturday he just vanished and I had no idea what went on. I figured he was asleep as his mom claimed he was so I decided to wait until the next day to give him a ring but he appeared to be not home. So I waited... all day. In the end, I just thought he was busy so I told myself to sleep early so that I can kill time. I woke up a bit ago to and gave him a ring on his cellphone.......................... answered then hung up.............................

Sigh...

Called again and his mom claims hes not home or sleep I don't know.

It seems to me that he needs to be away from me every month.

I wonder what value I'm worth sometimes.